Like any
other day, she got up at 3 am. Worked without a break. In the kitchen. Around
their land. Her three elder brothers and their families had arrived the
previous night. She cooked for them. Her sisters-in-law offered to help knowing
that she would shake her head. At 11 am, she walked to and back from the fish market
three miles away on the other side of the mountain.
After lunch,
her eldest brother, the IAS officer, looked at the others. They nodded.
“Is she
coming with him?” he said.
She nodded.
“At five?”
A nod again.
“Why do they
want to come here with their lifestyle?” her second brother said. He is a
government employee, the type no one misses but everyone needs. Not that he thinks
that’s his job. His life revolves around movies.
About two
decades back, when the second brother got married, the village had asked the
same question. The family had got together in that house. The situation was
tense then too. His love-bride was from a sect that does not accept a match
from outside. Politically influential too. There were lots of brickbats of the
verbal and the violent sort. Politicians and hoodlums got involved. They did
not enter the village. No one dared to face her.
“She’s the
Michael Corleone of the family,” the movie buff said, at the end of that day.
“Am I Sonny?”
the elder brother, a fresh IAS officer then, said. “Or Fredo?”
“Who am I?”
the third brother said. He started an IT company in the early 90s, now a
billion-dollar firm.
“You can be
Connie or Tom,” the movie buff said.
It didn’t
matter who they were as long as their sister was Michael.
“We are like Superman,”
the movie buff said at another time. “There’s a telephone booth just outside
the village where we drop the suit and become Clark Kent.”
She managed
their land. She got the ancestral house and an acre around the house. The rest of
the 70 acres went to the brothers. They lived in the city. They got their share
of profit from her work. They had thought of asking her to take a part of that.
For your toil and trouble, they could have said. She does not need much, they
thought.
The current
tense situation began six months back. She seemed unperturbed at first glance. Unapproachable,
quiet as usual and working from dawn to dusk or even more. It was the fear in
her eyes that troubled them. Not just the family.
The village too.
If they were supposed to accept an outsider, that too without raising a
question, why is it different when it is her son?
She got
married a year after her parents died. Barely out of her teens. The marriage
lasted 24 hours. She was raped by her husband. In that house. Not rape according
to the law of the land. She nearly killed him that night. Made it clear to all
what the law in the village should be and will be. No one in the village knows
what she did to him. It was enough for him and his family to disappear from the
village. Without a case. Leaving a reputation no one would forget.
She did not
occupy any position of power. She rarely met people. What she did and what she
could do changed the village. She has not got into any confrontation after
that. The threat that hangs above one’s head has proved to be more effective.
It is not
that the village has turned into some kind of Utopia. They are bad less often. When
democracies and legal systems around the world gave way to the whims and
threats of authoritarian rule, the village scoffed at the news. Their own legal
system seemed intact.
When her fear
became known, that too began to crumble.
A poster came
up in the market.
“Even gods
are hypocrites.”
Some,
including most in her family, were relieved. Her exacting standards were
stifling them.
She was a quiet
girl before her marriage. A quieter lady after that night.
Her brothers
did not ask her what she had done when they found her burning bloodied sheets just
before dawn. They did not ask anything when she was pregnant or when her son
was born. Not that she would have had much to say.
Knowing her
character, she must have dealt with lists of questions. Will the beast stay
away? Will it return through her kid? Will it be murder then?
The kid spoke
only after he joined kindergarten. A normal kid otherwise.
She was a good mother. That is, if there’s an absolute and objective idea
about being a good parent. One can study the product though. The son grew up
reasonably happy and definitely secure. As it must be for every fortunate kid,
if one could generalise, there was something missing. There’s little the kid can
do about that other than accept it with regular bouts of serious self-pity.
Is there anything about them that can’t be swept under the carpet? For
the sake of completeness, let’s not forget that. There was one aspect of the
son’s life that was always under severe scrutiny. His interactions with the
opposite sex.
There was a hushed-up incident when he was 14. He and a girl from his
class disappeared for 6 hours. Exploring his family’s land, he said later.
Someone reported the girl’s cry for help. Another said she was bleeding when
they resurfaced.
“She was like the Ugra Devi,” the villagers remember the mother’s
response. “Blood, even her own, would not have been enough.”
The girl’s family managed to convince her not to do anything. Whatever
they did, right or wrong, as long as the issue remained alive, only their
daughter would suffer, they said.
Did she punish her son? Was he innocent or guilty? Were the kids chased
by a wild boar, as some said.
“Our Mother Goddess has multiple identities, the bloody-thirsty vengeful
Ugra Devi to the kind Mother. This one, our self-imposed protector, she
has only one face,” the villagers grumbled.
Did that event change the son’s life? Not really. Every teenager in this
village faced something similar at some point or the other. Isn’t that why they
try to fly the coop as soon as they can? For that, or other boring academic
purpose, her son too did that after finishing school at 18.
She waited
for her son to come back to that house where she suffered the night of terror.
She could have changed residence but she knew the ghosts would follow. The
family and the village saw a woman untouched by her past. They did not know
about her nightmares. In that, her son returns with a woman and it happens
again. In the best dream, there’s proper closure. The beast buried forever. Along
with her and her son. Such thoughts would have driven any other mother stark
raving mad.
Others did
not know about all that. It did not help that she kept it all to herself. Some
shrink or friend could have helped her face her son, from tiny tot to adult,
without seeing the beast that left her son. Or, they would have put her worries
in some well-studied slot, shared advice that could help only if she changed
herself totally.
Her son is in
a hedge fund now. Flies back home for a few days’ visit once every six months. He
has an apartment in central London. Six months back, his mother got to know
that he was living together with a lady.
His handling of that communication could have played a part in the
current impasse. Why did the son announce his living status on the extended
family’s WhatsApp group without a quiet, literally and figuratively,
tête-à-tête with his mother?
There were the expected responses to his message from his uncles. Best
wishes. And, when are you getting married?
“We don’t want to get married,” her son posted, without an emoji,
austere, matter of fact.
“But, your kids?” Tom-or-Connie responded. Again, without emoji.
“No kids either.” And, to leave the last word on the topic, her son had added, “
He did not post any photos of his new found love. The mystery lady did
not show any inclination in communicating with his family.
His mother isn’t on any WhatsApp group. A niece told her about the
goings on. That kid’s in the rebellious teen mode and considers her aunt to be
the perfect role model.
Her brothers expected a long brood. The fear seemed totally out of
character. They did not broach that topic with her. Not that they did that on
anything.
It remained a faraway London affair till he called his mother two days
back.
“We are coming to meet you,” he said.
“Here?” she said.
“Will you come here?”
“I will get a passport.”
“We are coming, Ma.”
“Get her a hotel room,” she said.
“But, Ma…”
“She and you are not sleeping together under this roof.”
Her son knew enough about his past not to argue. He was not really
surprised that a rational person like his mother could take such a stand.
Rational thought is fine if one can forget the trauma one suffered. He also
accepted the implicit accusation. A father can screw up a son’s life even without
being there, he thought.
“What will she be like?” the movie buff said.
“What’s his type?” his wife said.
“The one he ran away with was bubbly and cute,” the IAS officer said.
“So, the exact opposite of his mother,” his wife said.
The others joined in. The kids too. They did that every time they were
in that house. Talked as if they were the only ones there.
“He was 14.”
“Did he run away with her?”
“Who knows.”
“He barely escaped being skinned alive.”
“By her folks?”
“No idiot. By her.”
“Oh.”
“Will he be like his father?”
“Come on, men have changed. Those were different times.”
“Have you talked to women recently?”
“Come on, was I ever like that?”
“Ha. How many times should I have done what your sister did to him?”
“She went a bit overboard.”
“Women can be their own worst enemies.”
“The kids are here. That’s the only reason I’m not saying more.”
“They are living together. It can’t be bad between them.”
“Ask the married people who have suffered each other for decades.”
“It must be different there.”
“When two people live together, there will be always be something to
crib about.”
“Why haven’t they posted photos?”
“She’s not on social media.”
“She can’t be sweet and bubbly then.”
“Hey, any bets on the sweet cutey pie bubby type.”
“I’m in with a 50.”
“Me too.”
“What’s your type, hubby dear?”
“Don’t you know.”
Her son brought his partner home at six in the evening.
It was the tropical equivalent of a cold winter night. Torrential rain,
gusty wind, power failure.
“The perfect art movie,” the movie buff said, “first, there was silence,
then, there’s darkness.”
They sipped tea with exaggerated slurps of appreciation, loudly munched
the savouries and said nothing. That was normal in the presence of the lady of
the house. They quickly realised that it was not abnormal in the company of the
new lady of the house too. The son seemed to be the only one there comfortably at
home. He happily answered all the questions directed at his partner. Is she
deaf and dumb, the extended family wondered.
The mother went to the kitchen. The son’s partner followed her.
“Knife-fight at the Kitchen Ledge,” the movie buff said. He tried to
whistle a Morricone tune. His wife silenced him with a jab to the ribs.
They stared at each other in the dark. Two from the same mould. The
mother was uncomfortable with her son’s choice. Freud and Oedipus be damned.
“Is he ok with you?”
“Yes.”
“You can stay here.”
“Does that mean I’m banished to the hotel?” the son said from outside
the kitchen. He had followed them.
“Should we?” his partner asked his mother.
Their smiles remained hidden in the dark. They had a reputation to
protect.
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