Wednesday, December 13, 2023

The Hashtag Murders

 

A serial killer is responsible for four deaths in the last week. The State Police Chief calls these the Hashtag Murders. Of the four deaths, two were earlier considered to be suicide; one, a murder-suicide pact; and, the fourth, a kidnapping gone wrong. 


A Special Investigation Team (SIT) led by Inspector Shokie is handling the case. The Inspector is a once-capable investigator who was on long leave after being disgraced in the brutal Shekhar Case. She allegedly fabricated evidence implicating her nemesis Shekhar.    


Going against her usual procedure, Inspector Shokie met the press and released details of the Hashtag Murders. 


She began by telling the public to be vigilant and added ominously that that might be the only way the SIT can catch this killer. 


She listed what the SIT has found till date.


1. The killer has been active in the State for more than thirteen years and killed fifty three or more.


2. The four in the last week is an escalation in activity. The average murder rate of this killer in the past was one in three or four months. The SIT is unsure if the heightened activity is due to the diversion of the police force for irrelevant political roadshows.


3. The four deaths in the last week share a common feature: the death is associated with some hashtag on social media.


a) The lady doctor in Kollam was pushed into a state of depression due to the dowry demand of her fiancé. The latter was ironically an activist doctor well-known for protests related to the hashtag StopViolenceAgainstDoctors. The lady's death was considered to be suicide before the SIT discovered that this was the first kill of the serial killer in the last week.


b) The lady professor in Kochi was a political activist. She lost her job after retweeting a post connected to the hashtag Palestine. In the post, the influencer praised his young kid's hatred and call for annihilation of the state of Israel and its people. The 'suicide' of the lady is now confirmed to be the second kill.


c) The duo in Palghat involved in the murder-suicide pact met via the hashtag WeMetOnX. The lady hacked the man to pieces before hanging herself in the outhouse. This crime too was abetted by the serial killer.


d) The kid in Kannur was kidnapped and brutally murdered by the family in huge debt. The family has a huge following on social media. Their posts with the hashtag AmateurCrime have gone viral. This was the fourth kill.


4. The deaths have another common feature which helped the SIT discover that an outside agent is responsible for these four crimes and the fifty three in the past. There were always notes left at the scene of the crime including the two 'suicide' notes in the last week. In all the notes, the first sentence is 'I am sorry to the dear ones I leave behind.' and the last sentence is 'See you at the end of the tunnel.'


5. Inspector Shokie admitted that the SIT has no leads as of now to catch the killer. She speculated that the killer of unknown gender somehow contacts, gets close and convinces the victims to do the final act, whether it be suicide or murder or kidnap. 


6. She released a profile of the killer: 'Kind person, understanding, approachable and trustworthy, altruistic, with no motive and no moral fiber as per common standards, inactive but observant on social media, not any common trope like hacking IT whiz or abused sociopath, not depressed but with persistent anger issues, not religious but with uncommon personal attachment to God.'



#crimefiction


‘This novel is made up...There is no doubt, however, that the novel is born of a specific reality.’


-Andrea Camilleri on his book ‘The Wings Of The Sphinx’


Tuesday, October 31, 2023

simple cases


"Always," Insp. Shokie paused, "follow the kill with no #thrill."


"If a case seems simple, it is never that. Take the bigshot whose car hit a journalist by mistake. What's the hidden story? The former was with an escort-cum-drug dealer. The latter was chased, murdered."


#vss365


Tuesday, June 20, 2023

honey trap

 

"Insp. Shokie, have you ever had such a case?"


"Guy falls in love. Turns out to be a honey trap. Dares the lady to reveal all. Death wish? But, who killed him? That lady? His wife, parents, in-laws, ex (plural)?  Or all? If he inspired anything, it wasn't #compassion."


#vss365


Wednesday, May 24, 2023

Open Up

 

Is he a bigot? Will he go back to his violent ways when Trouble comes home?


I wrote this short story 'Open Up' (yeah, yeah, a story set in lockdown days) last year.


Number of words: 2280

 

 

 

 

OPEN UP

 

Six months into lockdown and life has not been better. No husband, no abuse. He still comes for money. That is done from a safe distance. Social distancing be praised.

I have not got out of this compound. It has been eight months since I went to my village. My kids call once in a while. To ask for money. I tell them to get it from their father. Let them try that.

In this house, life has been the same. Amma has to spend more time with Appa. His bladder is giving him more trouble and he is weaker. Yettan does the shopping. I have to clean one more room, upstairs, because of the newcomer.

I have been with them for fifteen years or so. I am from their village. A distant relative of some sort. Yettan was not here when I first arrived. He was in some high post somewhere. Then, it was just me, Amma and Appa. And, the constant trouble from my husband. The old couple could do nothing to stop him.

Then, Yettan came back. Retired early after all that trouble in the papers. I still remember that rainy afternoon. The brute of a husband was drunk and he was hitting me with his belt. We were fighting in the small backyard. He wanted money. He did not like it when I asked him about his woman. We did not notice Yettan at first. I saw him only when the beating stopped and when my husband looked up, his anger turning into something meek and scared. Yettan was standing on the first floor back balcony staring at us. Truth be told, his eyes scared me too. I have seen such eyes when Rajan, the village butcher, kills a buffalo. Dead eyes to bring death to the living. After that day, my husband behaved well within the compound. Even when we met outside, he was better-behaved. Once, when he was drunk, he said something like, “You and your Yettan…” but he did not complete the sentence even though I urged him to do so. When the lockdown started, Yettan told us that I could meet my husband outside the compound only if I wanted to leave for good. I did not want that, nor did my husband.

Do I not make it sound as if Yettan is always hovering near me? After he returned home, disgraced and alone, he occupied two rooms on the first floor. Amma, Appa and I continued as usual downstairs. The old ones were happy to have his company. Even when he was away working, he visited every two months, took them to the village and to the hospital for check-ups. Their two daughters have been here only for Onam or some occasion like that. The Uncle next door and Appa talk on the phone at times. They do not really need the phone. Both are hard of hearing and the whole neighbourhood gets to hear what they say. It is fun when they talk politics. Amma here and Aunty next door try to hush them up, scared that the local goons will hear their views and pay a visit. “Let them come, those parasites,” the old men cackle. They are more serious when they talk about their kids. “Don’t worry, they will come when you are dead, if they haven’t grabbed all that’s theirs, they will come.” Appa kept quiet when Uncle said that.

I think Yettan is just a guest. The house will go to one of the two daughters. Once in a while, when Yettan is in a bad mood, he pokes at Amma and Appa about their two beloved kids. He never says three kids. He might be a guest but he did not want me to clean his bedroom or study room. I saw him only when he came down for meals. Or when he cooked chicken. I can cook better but it is fun when he tries these new recipes. That is the only time I have seen him smile. He was not like that before. I remember when he was young, when he used to visit our village. “The young man with a sweet smile always,” everyone said. He used to be religious then. Now, he does not even pray before the lit lamp downstairs. I think he is still very religious within.

She arrived about a month after lockdown started. Two days before she came, Yettan had a yelling session with his parents. “Don’t you dare say anything to her. And tell your two kids to stay away from her.” Amma and Appa looked scared and uncomfortable. They kept their heads down. Amma cried in the storeroom.

Even though I had expected it, I remember the news when Yettan retired, it was quite a shock to see her in that outfit. It took a while for us to notice her big expressive eyes, so like Yettan’s. I knew that look in her eyes. She was scared. Really scared. Of course, I would know that look. Poor thing, I thought. Still, she did not have to wear that here? I didn’t say anything. I wanted to. But Amma silenced me with a look.

How old is she now? She was two years old when all that happened. Thirteen years have gone by, I think. She must be in high school. At home, she wears normal stuff. Yettan gave his bedroom to her. Set up a study table there for her. He asked me if I could clean her bedroom too. Of course, I said. I helped them set up a prayer corner. She placed her mother’s photo there. Amma told me that the kid’s mother and step-father were among the first casualties of the Covid. The kid prayed quite frequently. First few days, we saw her only during meal time.

Appa smiled at her. It was a fake smile. He is like that. He just cannot lie. When Yettan was not around, he poked at the kid. “Don’t you have to wear that when you eat? How can you raise the veil when you eat?” Amma pinched him and made him stop. They glared at each other. They acted as if nothing had happened when Yettan turned up. The kid did not tell Yettan about all that. He would have given Appa hell then.

Yettan slept in his study room. The first week, he stayed in that room a lot. She stayed in her bedroom. There was a lot of silence in the house.

It was Appa who changed first. He is like that too. Quick to show his emotions, quick to change his affection. He told the kid stories of his childhood. How they struggled during the war, how he lost a year of school because there was no money. I knew those stories by heart. He narrates it over and over when I clean the house. Amma took her time. But then, she is like that. Even with Yettan, who she loves dearly, I wonder if she has hugged him even once. He has not either, I am sure. Like mother like son. But he has got Appa’s temper. Not quick though. But when he loses control, he is worse than Appa. Is that not why he lost all?

Ten days after her arrival, Yettan made new rules for her. A schedule. She did not like it. Those scared eyes turned angry. Like father like daughter, I thought. Yettan did not give her a choice. “I am not a baby for you to order me around,” she shouted at him. Downstairs, I heard that and smiled. Appa too. It was exactly like how Yettan shouted at his parents. Amma glared at us. Appa continued to smile. He nearly laughed.

Every day, they get up at half past five. That is when I wake up. They exercise on the back balcony. I do not know what they do there but I can hear them. “I can’t do more,” she would complain. Silence from him. A little later, “Raise your leg higher. Kick properly.” I took mental notes when he told her where to attack a guy. “If anyone touches you or irritates you in any way, you tell me.” Silence from her.

They have breakfast after bath. Then, for one hour, she has to be with Amma. “Wash or wipe dishes, help around.” Amma and I wanted to tell him that she is not needed but we keep quiet. Then, she studies. That was even before school started. After lunch, again, she has to help. Then, she is free till teatime. After every meal, she has to help us like Yettan even though both were just making it tougher for me. She helps Yettan and me sweep and clean the courtyard and back area. She can pray when she wants. The schedule includes that. From six to dinner time, he sits with her and both of them go through textbooks. I sit on the stairs listening to them. He is so different when he is teaching. Soft, involved. The kid responds accordingly. She sounds excited, curious, happy. I wish someone would talk to me like that.

There was some problem when schools started online classes. That too came in the paper. Saroja, the helper next door, told me that something had gone viral socially. Not Covid. She gives me such news. She is very good with her clever phone.

Yettan got her admission in his old school. They wanted her to wear uniform, and not her outfit, during online classes. Yettan argued she should be allowed to wear her veil.

Amma and Appa were very tense then. “I knew he would do something to her,” Appa mumbled. Amma silenced him quickly when she saw I was around.

It came in the papers. The government and some politicians got involved. Saroja whispered from the other side of the wall that the fight was really vicious online. She said that the kid and Yettan were being roasted alive. Even those who used to support him were attacking him.

The kid was really scared. When the fight turned ugly, she asked Yettan, “Should I change my ways?” He did not reply. She repeated her question. He replied then, “Continue as you are till you are an adult. Then, you better think.”

The fire died down unexpectedly. Saroja was really excited. She told me Yettan turned up online. Saroja told me he killed all with one tweet. “What’s that?” I asked. Saroja ignored my question and reported the tweet, “Ask your bosses if you want skeletons to come out of the closet. If my daughter, or anyone close to me, even catches a cold…” After that, nothing. Not even a poke from any side.

The school did not like the publicity, I think. Some politician called him a betrayer and that he had had more guts when he stood with their party against such stuff. Yettan was not with any party at any time, I am sure. He had bashed up the guy really good, I know. Who would not bash up a guy who takes your wife? That too like that! Yettan did not touch his ex-wife but she made it sound as if he had hit her too. Someone senior in the government helped Yettan avoid jail. She got married to that guy, converted to their ways, brought up the kid their way. Yettan lost a wife, a kid and his job. I remember the talk in our village. We were so angry with that lot in our village even though they were not at all involved. Even they were angry but they must have understood what Yettan had to do.

After online classes started, it was back to the schedule. Followed it religiously. Poor kid. He was very harsh with her at times. She had this habit of leaving her used clothes carelessly. “Pick it up. Can’t you leave it in the laundry basket? And, wash your own underwear.” He scolded her in front of me another time. “Don’t call her by name. Do you call your teachers by name.” That time, the kid replied. “Mamma used to do all that.” And, he said, “Yes, I know.” She did not give up, “You want to erase everything of Mamma.” He stared at her for a while before replying, “Only her irritating ways.” The kid had the good sense not to retort.

Last week, there was a scare. The kid told Yettan that the teachers and the school Principal want to talk to him. “What have you done?” Even Amma and Appa were very anxious. He continued, “Ask my parents. Not once did my teachers want to talk to them.” What could the poor kid do?

He took the video call in the dining room. I was in the kitchen. Amma, Appa and the kid were in the living room.

“What’s the problem now? What has she done?” Yettan started without even a polite greeting. I heard laughter from the other side. Amma later told me what they said. The kid has topped her class. At first, her teachers thought she was cheating in the online exams. They tested her individually. They realized she was not cheating. In fact, she is a class or two ahead of others, they said. They asked her if she got coaching from elsewhere. She mentioned her father.

“They wanted Yettan to help the other kids too,” Amma told me the rest too. “I just sit with her,” Yettan told the teachers. “I’m not suitable for the other kids.” They understood.

Amma added, “He has got his smile back.”

 

Wednesday, May 3, 2023

Shokie in my village

 

#vss365


I met Insp. Shokie in my village. In her first week, we had the Raju-Saju killings. They killed their father in the river and, hanged mother at home. Shokie had little to do. 


The whole village knows the who, when, why and where of this heady rush of #traffic in bodies.


During our annual festival, when we allow murders with a mystery, she had her first real case: a tourist's kid in a well.


But then, that's the only type we allow gods to kill. So, the murderer had to be a tourist.


Shokie got to the killer before us. The kid's father. Tourists!


Monday, March 13, 2023

theme-based reunion

 

Went for a school reunion yesterday. This year, the theme was murder. 


(For our first reunion, many years back, it was love; that's when most of us had the seven-year itch.)


The organizer (a guy we wouldn't even remember if he wasn't the organizer) suggested that it could be a random victim. 


That didn't tickle the twist in our tail. 


We decided that the organizer should get the axe.


So, there we were. Each one with a bottle of the same poison. But, with no motive, it seemed like an #adventure with no purpose.


That's when we found the most popular guy in our batch dead. Killed with the same poison. 


No dearth of motive there. 


What a delightful reunion!


#fiction ?

not #vss365 !




Friday, March 10, 2023

G-string killer

 

(diary entry) 


Day 1. Honeymoon. High on #anticipation. 


Murders!


11:00: Receptionist. 

16:00: Lady at spa. 

22:00: Blackjack dealer.


They had such sweet smiles for me. 


All 3 garroted. Clueless about G-string killer. 


23:55: Wife plays guitar. After we made love. 


#vss365


Saturday, February 18, 2023

happy ending

 

"Security rushed the Minister to the safe room after the blast. He was fine till he got to that #place."


"Get details of that lot."


"Why would they kill him, Insp. Shokie?"


"Who wants him alive? Maybe, he was human after all and took his own life for all that he did."


#vss365


Thursday, January 5, 2023

Tell Me...

 


 

TELL ME…

(Part 4. The End. Or. The Beginning.)

 

“Why do you want to know about…that…now?”

“Why not now?”

“It’s not something parents tell their kids. All I got to know was that my parents did not meet before their wedding and, on their wedding night, my mother slept on the floor and my father on the bed.”

“That was then.”

“It feels like a death-bed talk. And, I’m not ready for that.”

“Don’t joke!”

“Don’t you have to attend German, or is it French, classes?”

“I will. After this.”

“But…”

“Look, the entrance exams are over. In a month or two, I will go to some college. We will be seeing a lot less of each other. Now might be our last chance for this talk.”

“You don’t have to make it so morbid.”

“Appa!”

“I still don’t…”

“Yeah, you won’t. I am the one who had a loving mother till the age of three. And I can’t remember any of that. There aren’t even any photos. Then, she died. And I have had only you since then.”

“Are you complaining?”

“No. What the…yes, I am complaining. I need more!”

“It’s in my stories.”

“I know the fictitious part.”

“Not all of it.”

“I know that too.”

“Ok, what do you want to know?”

“Everything, the ugly stuff too.”

“A father can’t tell his daughter the beautiful parts.”

“I will fill in those parts from your stories.”

“This won’t end well.”

“Your stories never do.”

“Where should I start?”

“How you two fell in love…”

“If ours had been love at first sight, I could have finished this off before you can say cuckoo.”

“It wasn’t? In all your stories…”  

“For two years, or was it three, we remained strangers who did not even bother to be acquaintances. I used to admire her walk. Even when we were put in the same office, we did not talk to each other for months. It might not be right to generalize but that might be true for a lot of relationships that develop into something more substantial. A few might find their one in an instant. For others, circumstances have to fit. It might be a pointless exercise to analyse tropes about falling in love. But one has to wonder if love at first sight or enemy to friend to love seems a bit too convenient.”

“Don’t go into literary criticism.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Were you…did you have someone else then?”

“I was too poor even to have friends.”

“Nice excuse. Weren’t you poor even when you got to know her?”

“You don’t have to be Sherlock spotting the faults.”

“You don’t have to dodge inconvenient stuff.”

“Not inconvenient…just embarrassing.”

“Go on.”

“There were a few I liked. But, without scope.”

“Without scope?”

“No future.”

“Problems with them?”

“Not really. Lovely girls. They were great friends. With one, I would have had to migrate. With another, I would have had to…”

“You are lying.”

“No, I swear. They were lovely girls with some inconvenience or other.”

“That might be true.”

“And, they were not interested.”

“But…you are lying about your indifference towards them.”

“Indifference? Never that. Disinterest, maybe.”

“Out with it.”

“As I said before, there are stuff a father can’t discuss with his daughter.”

“There was no sex between you and those girls.”

“Saraswathi!”

“Don’t try the prude act with me, Mr. Father.”

“I should have disowned you long back.”

“Sometimes, I feel like a fatherless child…”

“That’s my story, definitely not yours.”

“That story I know. Stick to this one. So, am I right?”

“Yes. How did you guess?”

“In all your stories, you…”

“Me?”

“The guy who is you…it’s either Jekyll or Hyde in a sexual way. Highly oversexed or pathetically impotent.”

“So?”

“By that stage of your life, you must have realized that reality about yourself.”

“What reality?”

“You won’t give too much of your time to a lady who does not interest you sexually.” 

“You make me sound like a pervert.”

“Don’t worry, I too am like that.”

“Girl, have you done something I should know about?”

“No, Appa. I have your other problem too.”

“My other problem?”

“Oversexed you might be but you don’t believe in casual sex.”

“Oh, I do! It’s the other party’s fault.”

“Yeah, yeah…don’t digress.”

“You did.”

“I know. It was a note to myself. So, you were a moping loner. How about her?”

“When I got to know her…of her…when I joined that Institute, she had a boyfriend. Then, a year or two later, she got married.”

“To that boyfriend?”

“No, to another…arranged.”

“Why?”

“The boyfriend wasn’t ready, I guess. Idiot!”

“So, she was married when you…? It’s in one of your stories.”

“In that, she is married and I have a partner.”

“A double cheat for literary effect.”

“We were not cheating.”

“Oh, come on.”

“No, really. She wanted to get out of the terrible marriage.”

“It’s cheating if you have sex with another even if one’s marriage is at that stage.”

“We did not have sex then. You were not born then.”

“I don’t buy that platonic crap.”

“It wasn’t platonic.”

“Now, you are confusing.”

“We expressed our interest. We did not act on it then. That’s all.”

“When was this?”

“Late nineties.”

“Ah, the Clinton years! Now I get it.”

“Don’t be crude.”

“It’s not crude. You hiding stuff is just pathetic.”

“I’m not hiding. It’s just difficult. Come on, give me a break, will you?”

“Ok. Did you fall in love with her during the crying scene?”

“What crying scene?”

“The one you keep repeating in your stories. You finding her crying in office and you like an idiot telling her that others might misconstrue the situation.”

“That was just funny me trying to be funny.”

“Did she actually smile when you said that?”

“She laughed. She was a sweet lady. Not at all like her daughter.”

“So, was it then you fell in love?”

“Hey Torquemada, don’t rush things.”

“Then, when?”

“I don’t know.”

“You don’t know?”

“Even on her birthday, when I gave her a gift and a poem for the first time, I am not sure we were in love with each other. We were close.”

“Close?”

“Yes, very close. I knew all about her troubles. We talked about everything. Sex and all. We could have been just best friends even then. To tell you the truth, I just don’t remember.”

“You are lying.”

“No, my kid, I am not. The timeline is a bit fuzzy. Someone must have made us realize that we should talk to each other when we occupied the same office, when it was just us in that room mostly. I was just her friend for some time, a long time. Gradually, I became the best friend or confidante trying to make her marriage work. Then, I stopped playing devil’s advocate and became the best friend forever who took her problems very seriously. We became lovers…without the…”

“Just two people together due to circumstances and need…no fireworks?”

“Well…”

“See…you are hiding…”

“We did not hide our lust for each other. That’s all I can say about that.”

“Ok, I will fill in those blanks with stuff from your stories. The groping in public places, the stuff in private…”

“Don’t make it too risquĂ©.”

“Wasn’t it? Bet there were many blue-ball moments.”

“Girl!”

“Don’t girl me. When you can’t be open. Fine, what happened then?”

“She divorced, we lived together, you happened, she died. End of story.”

“Oh no, you don’t get to finish it off that easily.”

“That’s all there was to it. Not really short story stuff with an interesting denouement.”

“I happened.”

“I agree that’s a passable climax.”

“I want more than that summary.”

“I would give you more if I could remember the details…wait…”

“What?”

“So, that’s why you want to know now?”

“Why?”

“You think I am forgetting it all. That I’m losing it.”

“It’s a risk for anyone. Even me.”

“Have I forgotten other stuff…other important stuff?”

“I don’t know, Appa. You are increasingly…”

“Forgetful?”

“By choice. That’s my problem.”

“Ah.”

“Yes, ah!”

“It’s just how it is. Even back then, I wasn’t good with dates. The day we kissed, the day she left. Even then, the events got mixed up in my head. It could be because of my writing. I mix-n-match the past for a better plot.”

“Is it just that?”

“I don’t know. Freud or Jung might say there’s something else at play. Guilt. Or whatever.”

“Guilt?”

“Imagine her situation. She was under a lot of stress when I entered her life.”

“Every girl’s life.”

“Could be.”

“Why should you feel guilty about that? You were there for her.”

“Hmmm. I was.”

“Come on, Appa.”

“We were…I was passionate. Yeah, I could be that. Don’t look so surprised. At times, we were just happy to hold each other. To sleep together. It’s the other stuff. I didn’t force anything on her. But can anyone under such stress be capable of giving consent with proper thought?”

“That way, no consent is legit.”

“But…”

“Don’t think too much about that. I’m sure she wanted to be with you, do whatever you two did.”

“Thanks.”

“But…something else happened. Something you are not telling me.”

“Nothing, really.”

“Why didn’t you two get married?”

“She had a job. I didn’t. Still doing the postdoctoral circuit. Marriage did not seem important.”

“Why was she erased after her death?”

“She was not erased. Never will be. I had to focus on you. With any reminder of her, I would have faltered.”

“In all your stories, she is the dead one who is never dead.”

“Yes, she will be that way. Always.”

“Is she dead?”

“Of course. What a question!”

“You are lying.”

“I am not…”

“Think twice before lying.”

“Is that a threat?”

“Yes.”

“But…why?”

“I don’t know. I just know you are lying.”

“I…”

“Appa!”

“Fu…”

“We don’t use such words in this house.”

“That’s my line, lady.”

“Well? Are you going to tell me or not?”

“Why do you have to be like me in such situations and not like her?”

“Don’t even try evading.”

“Oh God…”

“That bad?”

“I think this is the end of a beautiful friendship.”

“Please…no Casablanca…now…”

“She is not dead.”

“What?”

“She is not dead.”

 

“You are joking, right?”

“Huh?”

“Appa…”

“She left us when you were three.”

“Left…?”

“Went abroad.”

“Didn’t she like having me?”

“Don’t ever think that.”

“Then, what?”

“She loved you a lot. She loved me too. But…that does not make up one’s life, does it? You have seen me when I can’t write.”

“You are miserable then.”

“Yes, my dear Saraswathi. She was good at her job. Very good. She had lots to do in that field. She would have been wasted out here.”

“You could have gone with her.”

“I didn’t want to.”

“Not even for me?”

“Not even for you.”

“You were both selfish. Why didn’t she take me?”

“Then, I would have had to go with her.”

“So, stay here with you and me and screw her career. Or, take me and drag you along against your wish. Or, leave me with you and chase a career.”

“Sums it up.”

“And you still love her?”

“Not in the old way. Anyway, now, it’s all water under the bridge. She is still the best woman I knew…”

“Best, my foot! Left a kid for a career?”

“Don’t be an idiot, Saraswathi.”

“Me idiot? Left motherless and I am the idiot?”

“Idiot for spouting nonsense.”

“Really?”

“Family, parenting, dreams…life is complicated. Don’t apply rules.”

“But there should be.”

“Yes, we followed one rule. You were and are our top priority. She knew I would be there for you. And I knew she would be there for you if I could not be there. But…”

“But?”

“But we have our lives too. We accepted the best compromise. For you. You may not agree. Now.”

“Will she accept me now?”

“Ah!”

“Ah what?”

“She has…a family.”

“Wow, she’s only getting better.”

“What did you expect? Yes, she went there. Yes, she is a wonderful lady. Yes, she was lucky to meet the right guy there. Yes, she has kids with him. Yes, if you go to her now, she will love you and fit you in.”

“Without you.”

“I will be here for you.”

“Why didn’t she want to be a part of my life after going abroad?”

“She wanted to. I didn’t think it was a good idea. I wanted you to have a steady life. I knew we would have our separate lives. She with some new man, new family. Me with someone.”

“But, you never…”

“My problem.”

“Didn’t find the right girl for Hyde?”

“Jekyll probably decides everything now.” 

“Not because of me?”

“Never.”

“Liar.”

“Any other lies you need to know?”

“This will do for now.”

“Good.”

“Old man, I think this is the start of a beautiful friendship.”

“Bah! Casablanca sounds better from me.”

“Bah!”

 

Part 3: https://justoneavatar.blogspot.com/2022/06/tell-me-part-3.html

Part 2: https://justoneavatar.blogspot.com/2022/05/tell-mepart-2.html

Part 1: https://justoneavatar.blogspot.com/2022/05/tell-me-part-1.html